i love watching pets sleep bc you see their belly go up and down when they breathe and you’re like wow this is a lil living creature that’s all mine to play with
okay so i’m seventeen years old
and you’re the last best thing i got going
but then the special secret sickness
starts to eat through you
what am i supposed to do?
I’m starting to think I’ve already had my happiness. Now it’s gone and I just feel empty. Feeling this low always seems so inevitable to me. It’s just too late, maybe it always has been. I love my family and my friends but they would all be so much better off living in my absence.
"If theres an opposite of a honeymoon, its the week after a couples first child is born… No matter how hard they try, no matter how pure their intentions… Everything will go wrong"
Beach fashions photographed by Nina Leen, 1950 (via)